Sacramento HORNETS!!

So, I recently went to orientation at Sacramento State University (I will be attending in the fall)...and I am VERY scared.

I'm not scared of the school or even the work. I am more scared of time management and letting myself down. I will be working full time in Benicia and then driving to Sacramento three days a week to go to school at night. (for those who don't know...Benicia is about an hour away from Sacramento...with no traffic). I am SO scared of getting overwhelmed and not being able to manage homework, school and working full time.

I am debating trying to find a new job in Sacramento, but they take such good care of me at this job (even if I really DON'T particularly like what I do there)

I am also second guessing whether or not I can actually manage three classes and a full time job.

I kind of just want to quit and go back to school full time, but unfortunately, bills are to much for that.

Sigh...Just a lot to think about....Wish me luck

Besides that not to much is going on! Just very busy at work.

Also, I just had the privilege to participate in Relay For Life here in Vacaville. Its a 24 hour walk to raise money for cancer research. It was 109 degrees and very sunny, but it was totally worth it to raise the money for a good cause. I walked 13.5 miles and our team has raised over $8,000 so far! All the teams that participated in Vacaville have raised over $230,000. It was an awesome experience and I can't wait for next year!

Been a while I know...I don't ever really think to update this. Maybe I will again soon. We will see!

Kids...

Wow...this kid loks like he is 8....

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2233878.ece

The Coast

My wonderful guy surprised me with a trip to Bodega Bay to watch the sunset the other night. It was amazing and I felt I needed to share...

P.S. I love that I live close enough to the coast to do this kind of stuff!

pitty party

Sometimes I seriously feel like I have no friends...

Everyone is harping on me about when I am going to com back and visit because they can't come out here because it is too expensive....well...i have to pay the same amount to go back there...

Just having a crabby moment because I am coming to realize that only one person has come to visit me in the two years I have lived here....

Just miss having people around. I feel like everyone has written me off as a friend because I moved out here. I dont know if I will ever find those connections again...or at least it seems like it.

Crabby....

Tired....

Missing people....

Maybe I sould have just stayed in Illinois.