pitty party

Sometimes I seriously feel like I have no friends...

Everyone is harping on me about when I am going to com back and visit because they can't come out here because it is too expensive....well...i have to pay the same amount to go back there...

Just having a crabby moment because I am coming to realize that only one person has come to visit me in the two years I have lived here....

Just miss having people around. I feel like everyone has written me off as a friend because I moved out here. I dont know if I will ever find those connections again...or at least it seems like it.

Crabby....

Tired....

Missing people....

Maybe I sould have just stayed in Illinois.