pitty party

Sometimes I seriously feel like I have no friends...

Everyone is harping on me about when I am going to com back and visit because they can't come out here because it is too expensive....well...i have to pay the same amount to go back there...

Just having a crabby moment because I am coming to realize that only one person has come to visit me in the two years I have lived here....

Just miss having people around. I feel like everyone has written me off as a friend because I moved out here. I dont know if I will ever find those connections again...or at least it seems like it.

Crabby....

Tired....

Missing people....

Maybe I sould have just stayed in Illinois.

again

I'm moving......

Again.....

I can't wait!

School

So...I did it...I applied to some colleges out here.

UC Berkeley
UC Davis
Sacramento State

I hope I get in somewhere...and I hope I can pay for it....And I hope I can figure out my job while all this is going on.... :-) Wish me luck!

Fingers Crossed

I hope I get in...I hope I get in....I hope I get in.....



Oh man I'm nervous

:-)

Few things I want to randomly comment on:

This is ridiculous:

The city of Batman, Turkey is suing Christopher Nolan and Warner Brothers Studio claiming that the unauthorized use of their cities name has caused "several unsolved murders and a high female suicide rate, based on the psychological impact that the film’s success has had on the city’s inhabitants"

Really?

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27669362/

Also, want to say we had a very exciting election! What a great time to be an American (not that it wasn't before)! I just wish I could have been in the city that night for Obama's speech. I am a bit upset with how things turned out with prop 8, but the fight for equality is not over yet! I DO NOT agree with how some people are handling the loss by being horrible to others. That is not the point of this. Doing things like spray painting churches and spewing hateful things is not the way to gain respect for the cause.

And that is as far as political discussion will go because I do not enjoy discussing them....

Thanksgiving is right around the corner! I can't wait for my Grandparents to come out and visit! Chris will be heading home for Thanksgiving to visit his family. He hasn't seen his mom since January so he is VERY excited! I wish I could go with but it is just SO darn expensive to fly around the holidays. I am still paying off the trip from August and I don't think getting further in debt is a great idea right now.

On that note...I am so poor its not even funny :-( I mean I can pay all the bills but there is not much extra there for the fun stuff.

I am so tired today! I went and saw a really good concert last night! I was a lot of fun. I saw Ludo...if you don't know them look it up...The Graduate opened for them and they are pretty awesome as well (and they are from good old Illinois).

Anyway that's it for now! If i don't blog before Thanksgiving...Have a Happy one!

To many...

I watched way to many wedding/bridal shows this weekend and they made me think..


I have this outstanding fear that NO ONE is going to be happy for me when I get married. I see all the shows where people scream and yell with excitement when couples announce their engagement....

I don't see that happening for me...


and you know what? That terrifies me....


I'm also in a weird mood lately...so I guess that doesn't help

Addiction

I have a real problem.....

An ebay problem. I CANNOT stop bidding on thing. I have won AE vests in the last month alone and I am bidding on a jacket right now. I just cant stop!!!!

Oh well.

School is going well (i went back to school for those who dont know), my job is going well, I got a new laptop (which I am in LOVE with), Maggie and Justin are coming to visit soon!!!!, I am going to IL again next weekend for Nicole's wedding, what else...what else....

OH! Last weekend Chris and I went to Sacramento to see a hypnotist show....it was the adult show.....and Chris got on stage! He was hypnotized and doing all sorts of crazy/innappropriate things....like speaking chinese and thinking his name was dickhead...oh my it was fuuuuuunnnnny! We ordered the video and I can't wait to watch it again.

Well here is a pic of chris and the hypnotist






And here is the very lovely view from our room....What a fun weekend! (and a Great way to celebrate 4 years)


Well Thats all for now!! Later everyone!